thirteen months with

angela

happy 13th monthsary, aki

— from your dino, always

dear aki

helloooo babi,


happy 13th monthsary. thirteen months with you and you're still my favorite sunshine. still the one i look for first thing when something good happens. still the one my heart runs to when everything feels heavy.


thirteen months sounds short, but it feels like three years already — and i haven't even fully known you yet. that's the thing, aki. every month i think i know you and then you show me another part of yourself that makes me fall all over again. i want more of that. i want every single part of you, every layer you haven't shown me yet, every version of you that's still coming.


i know i can be a lot. i know my mind turns into a storm sometimes, that i overthink, that i hold on too tightly because the thought of losing you terrifies me. i panic, i spiral, i say things wrong or shut down in the middle of sentences. i've messed up before and i probably will again in ways i don't mean. but i want you to know — i see it. i feel it. and i'm trying. every single day, i'm trying. not just with words, but with choosing to grow, to communicate better, to be someone worthy of the love you give me.


you've shown me what real love looks like. not in grand gestures, but in the way you understand me even when i don't understand myself. in how you stay even when i push you away without meaning to. in your soft hands intertwined in mine, your lips on mine, your arms wrapped around my neck when you hug me — that's home. that's my favorite place in the world.


you're not just my girlfriend, mocha. you're my best friend, my calm, my chaos, my everything. you're the only woman i want to marry. not someday as a dream — someday as a promise i'm growing into.


i love you. deeply, clumsily, completely, and always.

forever yours,
dino ♥

reasons i love you

just a few of infinitely many

you understand me even when i don't understand myself — and even when that's hard, you still try

the way your eyes light up when you listen to music and the way you sing along, completely lost in it

you don't just listen — you actually hear me, you understand what i'm really trying to say

you comfort me better than home — i am completely at peace in your arms

you see the best in me even when everyone around me only sees the worst

your laugh — it makes everything lighter, fills the room, and honestly makes my whole day

those captivating eyes — they draw me in like stars, something i can never look away from

you stay — even when i push you away without meaning to, you always stay

your patience with me — it means more than you know, especially when i don't deserve it

your soft hands intertwined in mine — and the way you wrap your arms around my neck when you hug me

you are full of energy and life — like a human sparkler, lighting up every room you walk into

your smile — it brightens even my absolute worst days without fail

how you always do little things for me — thoughtful, sweet, meaningful in every single way

your strength and bravery — you face everything with such courage and i admire you for it every single day

you constantly push me to grow, to heal, to thrive — and you do it all with love, never judgment

you protect me — when it feels like i'm being looked down on, you're always here standing up for me

you make me see the best in the world, even on the days when it feels too heavy to carry

your voice — it calms me like the softest lullaby the universe ever wrote

you're the first person i want to tell when something good happens to me

you give without ever expecting anything in return — your love is so pure and so real

your presence alone makes me feel less alone in this world

you support my dreams and ideas — even the ones that don't make sense, even the crazy ones

you inspire me to treat others with more kindness — just by being the person that you are

you forgive me even when my stupidity is the exact reason you were upset to begin with

you hold my hand like you're holding my heart — carefully, warmly, like it matters

you see my flaws but you never, ever use them against me

you are my safe place — when the world is too heavy, i come back to you and breathe again

you notice the little things that other people miss — about me, about the world, about everything

you remember things i said — even the small, random stuff i thought you'd forget

you believe in me — sometimes far more than i believe in myself

your hugs — the ones that make me feel like everything is going to be okay no matter what

you make me laugh when every part of me just wants to cry

you are my peace, my chaos, and my calm — all wrapped up in one beautiful person

you're not perfect — and i love every single one of your imperfections even more because of that

with you i don't have to pretend — i can just be me, fully and completely

you are not just my girlfriend — you are my best friend, my partner in everything

you know what i need before i even say it — you always find a way to light my mood

you calm me down and help me stop overthinking and panicking — just your presence helps

your jokes and the way you can be funny — you can brighten my day beyond imagination

you accepted me with all my flaws and faults — never asking me to be different, just better

you find time for me — time to be here, to talk, to understand me, to learn about me

you make me feel loved — deeply, honestly, the kind of love that changes you from the inside

you turn the most ordinary days into moments i will remember forever

you've painted my world in colors i never knew existed before you

you make the smallest gestures feel like the most grand acts of love

you have a beautiful soul — and it shows in absolutely everything you do

you are always there — even on the days you're tired or overwhelmed yourself

your smile — it genuinely feels like home, like i'm exactly where i'm supposed to be

you're not afraid to be real — and that kind of honesty is a beauty all on its own

you make me want to be the best version of myself — not out of pressure, but out of pure inspiration

you're the kind of person some people only meet once in a lifetime — and i got to meet you and love you

you teach me that love doesn't always need loud words — sometimes it's just in the silence of being there

your warmth is constant — like the sun, you're there even on my coldest, darkest days

you chose me even on the days i didn't feel worthy of being chosen

you held me when i needed holding — without me having to ask or explain why

you helped me in so many ways — in school, in life — without making me feel small for needing it

being with you feels like the best thing that has ever happened to me

you love me through every version of myself — the good, the bad, and everything in between

you correct me gently when i'm wrong — and you do it out of love, never to hurt me

you remind me of my worth on the days i completely forget it — and you mean it every time

you are my constant — when everything around me feels uncertain, you stay steady

my heart settles the second i hear your voice — like everything is okay again

you make even the most ordinary moments feel extraordinary just by being there

you loved me through my mess, my chaos, every version of me that showed up

you are my partner through everything — the highs, the lows, every single thing in between

you care so deeply about everything and everyone — it makes you one of the most beautiful people i know

you turn my worst days into bearable ones and my good days into absolutely unforgettable ones

you show me that real love is showing up, staying, and choosing each other again and again

love with you feels like home — warm, safe, honest, real

you are my answer to every prayer i didn't even know how to say

you feel like home to me — warm, safe, and always there

thirteen months and i still fall for you the same way i did at the very start — maybe even more now

your determination and ambition amazes me — you handle everything with such grace

you're my sleepyhead — always asleep, always stealing my heart even in your sleep

you are curious about the world — and you make me more curious about it too

you keep choosing me — again and again, even when it's hard, you keep choosing us

you like being by my side — and that's exactly where i always want you to be

you show me that you care — in your words, your eyes, your touch, everything about you says it

you are thoughtful in ways i never even knew i needed until you showed me

every moment with you is precious to me — every memory we make is a treasure i keep forever

your kindness and passion and strength are things i genuinely admire about you every single day

you strive to be greater — and you already are a great and amazing person, aki

you are my confidant — i trust you with every part of myself, even the parts i hide from everyone else

with you, every moment feels precious — each memory a gift i never want to lose

you make me feel like i'm exactly where i'm supposed to be — always, with you

your love feels like something i didn't even know i was missing until i found it in you

you supported my growth and healing even before i knew i needed to grow

you forgave me more times than i deserved and still loved me better after each time

you are my peace after every storm — my calm after every chaotic, overwhelming day

your presence brought light into my life in ways i couldn't have imagined before you

you've taught me so much about patience, forgiveness, and the kind of love that stays

you make me see that love isn't about being perfect — it's about showing up and choosing each other

in every timeline, in every universe — i would find you and i would choose you every single time

you are the only woman i want to marry — not someday as a dream, but as a promise i'm growing into

you are my future — when i think about what's ahead, all i see is you

your love and support motivates me — it reminds me every single day that i am not alone

i don't fully know you yet — and i am so excited to keep discovering everything i haven't found yet

i want to hold you tightly and keep you in my arms always — that feeling never goes away

thank you for existing, aki — just you being here in this world with me is already everything

simply you, amalia angela — every part, every flaw, every beautiful piece of who you are

i wrote 100 reasons and it is still not even close to enough to tell you why i love you this much.

there are not enough words in any language, not enough pages, not enough time — you just have to know, aki.

our story

the moments that built us, month by month

month 01

the beginning

the day everything changed. i didn't even know that whatever i felt was leading me straight to you — to this journey of love i never saw coming. but the second i met you, it felt different. my heart already knew.

month 02

learning you

you already knew what i needed before i said it. you always found a way to light my mood. you accepted me — flaws, faults and all — and never asked me to be anything different. just better. that was the second month, and i was already so grateful for you.

month 05

beautiful discovery

five months and every single day felt like a new layer being added to the love we were building — one that was only growing richer. i loved your laugh, your eyes, the way you understood me even when i didn't understand myself. i told you: i found the love of my life, and it's you.

month 06

girlfriend's day

six months and happy girlfriend's day, mochaakiii. i wrote you a list of everything i noticed about you — all the little things. the way you light up at music. the way you steal my heart in your sleep. your energy that fills every room. i was already so in love with all of it.

month 07

seven months

seven months. you've helped me grow in ways i never imagined. you made me feel loved in a way i didn't think i deserved. and i wrote to you in Filipino because some things you can only say in the language of your heart — "minamahal kita ng lubusan. ikaw ang panalangin."

month 08

choosing to do better

the hardest month. i was struggling and i know i wasn't easy. but you stayed — patient, understanding, still choosing us. i promised you then: no more empty words. i'm not just going to try anymore, i'm going to do it. for myself and for us. i meant every word.

month 09

nine months of us

nine months and it already felt like a lifetime. i've seen your softness, your strength, your vulnerable parts — and every single one made me love you more. time moves differently with you. every day feels like a little piece of forever that i never want to end.

christmas 2025

my favorite gift

i told you — the best and greatest gift i got that year was you. getting to hold you, feel your warmth, and know that i'm loved by someone as genuine as you. you made everything lighter, warmer, and more meaningful. merry christmas babi, i love you.

new year 2026

here's to us

2025 wasn't perfect. i know i wasn't always easy to love. but through it all, you stayed — and that means everything. i stepped into 2026 with one promise: to love you the way you deserve. to be your partner. to keep choosing you every single day. and i meant it.

month 13 ♥

today

helloooo babi — happy 13th monthsary. thirteen months and you're still my favorite sunshine. it feels like three years already and i haven't even fully known you yet. i can't wait to keep learning every part of you. i love you so much, my sleepyhead mochaakiii. always.

month 13

our song

for when you miss me

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